Obliteration

Robbed

Robbed of my father

Robbed of my mother

Robbed of my sister

Robbed of my brother

Robbed of my family and friends

Alone

Empty and scared

Hollow and wrecked

With a void I seek to fill

With solace tears

With silence and darkness

With retrieval and denial

But fear brings me back to reality

Taunting and maddening

Fear of the silence inside

Fear of the illusions in my mind

Fear of the haunting sleepless nights

Fear of the memories of what is gone

Gone

Goone

Gooone

Go...

Now...

Leave me alone

No...

Wait...

Come for me too

Why did you have to leave me?

Am I that undeserving

That death loves others more than it loves me?

Take me as well

Take me where you took the rest

Take me now

I beg

But please make it as painless as sleeping.